Run for Sight 2013 Wrap-up

A BIG thanks to all of you who supported Team Super Baby Faith this year and helped us raise money to benefit the Delta Gamma Center for Children with Visual Impairments!! We truly appreciate your support! Great job to all of you who came out and walked or ran with us despite the rainy weather. We are excited to say that we raised $1,455 to help children that are blind or visually impaired in the St. Louis area. We are very grateful to Doozle’s Frozen Custard for sponsoring our team this year!

Here are a few race day pics:

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Faith with her medals from mama and daddy!

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Little brother support!

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Super daddy modeling the front of our team shirts. Also, age group winner and 4th place overall! Great job!!

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Back of our team shirts

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Family Photo

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Faith all bundled up after her stroller ride for sight!

RUN FOR SIGHT 2014

SAVE THE DATE: SUNDAY, MAY 4TH

HOPE YOU CAN MAKE IT!!

Thanks, again!

Bridget


Spring Update

It is hard to believe that Faith’s first year of school is almost over! It seems like I just posted her first day of school pictures and now it is May and Faith’s regular school year ends this week! Faith had a great transition to school and has done very well. Faith will attend a short maintenance summer school program but then she will have quite a bit of time off from school over the summer. Since this is the first summer since she has been in the school system, we are trying to figure out a plan to make sure Faith gets what she needs over the summer break. We are looking into different options for OT, PT, and speech. Faith will continue music class, horse therapy, and water therapy over the summer so we will determine what is going to be her greatest need for additional therapy. I will also be working with her at home as much as possible. Of course,  just keeping up with the basic needs of both kids is a challenge in itself so we will see how well that works out!

Faith seems to be getting stronger, healthier, and more resilient as time goes on! She had a great winter in terms of staying healthy. We had a few illnesses and ER visits but nothing that required hospitalization. We are very grateful that we have been able to manage Faith’s care at home when she has been sick and that she is staying healthier more than ever before!

One of our biggest challenges right now with Faith continues to be her muscle tone and excessive limb movements. We have been trying new medications and doing lots of brainstorming on how to adjust things to help her. The clonazepam did not seem to benefit her so we just weaned her from that. We started a new medication called carbidopa/levodopa(Sinemet) and are slowly increasing the frequency of doses each week. This medication is often used in adults to treat Parkinson’s Disease and Restless Leg Syndrome. We are hoping that it will help control Faith’s excessive movement. The last several days and nights have been rough for Faith. Nights are worse than days it seems right now but overall she just does not seem comfortable. We got one good night mixed in between the rough ones when she was finally able to get some rest but then the agitation started right back up again. We are assuming that she is experiencing a common side effect of the medication which is stomach upset. It seems that she is probably having so much discomfort at night because she is hooked up for continuous tube feedings and the discomfort seems to be a lot worse when she has food in her stomach. So, we had to start ANOTHER medication to help with the side effect. We are going to give this medication some time to determine if it will benefit Faith. We are going to need to see pretty significant benefits in order to keep her on the medication and the additional medication to help with the side effect. Our goal with medications is always to give her only what is necessary and beneficial. Unfortunately, it sometimes takes quite a bit of trials.

We are really hoping that we can figure out a way to help Faith be more comfortable. It is very frustrating to see her uncomfortable and we feel so helpless at times. We have limited options for positioning which creates even more frustration for all of us. Faith can spend some time on the floor on her back or stomach but we have to be careful during tube feedings or when Faith is getting medications or water flushes due to reflux and the risk of aspiration. At the same time, she should have more options that are comfortable for her and we are trying very hard to figure that out right now. She should be able to sit in a modified chair or her kid kart without being miserable or hurting herself from all of the moving and kicking. Faith has made a lot of progress tolerating being on her stomach and seems the most comfortable at times on her stomach recently. Again, this is a limited position. Holding Faith is getting more difficult due to her excessive movement and at times it doesn’t even seem like she wants to be held.

The other downside to the muscle tone and excessive movement issue is that it is holding Faith from making progress in many areas. It is also exhausting for her and making sleep even more challenging. Even when she is sleeping lately, she just appears so restless.  We are remaining hopeful that the Sinemet will eventually work with the proper dosing and that as a result Faith will get more comfortable and have better control of her body. We are always grateful for all of Faith’s smiles but right now we aren’t seeing as many as we were. Just another obstacle to overcome on our journey!

With summer approaching, we are looking forward to our trip to Chicago for the ICAN conference in July and wish for a healthy and happy summer for us all!

Here are a few pics of Faith from this spring when she was doing really good! Enjoy her smile!!

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Keeping the faith,

Bridget

 

 

 

 

 

 


Faith makes an appearance on Show-Me St. Louis

Faith appeared on the Window on St. Louis portion of the Show-Me St. Louis TV show on KSDK Newschannel 5 this past week. Faith represented the Delta Gamma Center for Children with Visual Impairments and helped promote the upcoming Run for Sight that will benefit this invaluable organization that supports many families in the St. Louis area.

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Click here to view a video clip from the show

P.S.-You still have time to register for the walk/run!!

https://register.bazumedia.com/reg/form?eventID=2909


Roaring with Excitement

Thanks to the Wildwood Area Lion’s Club we will be Chicago bound this summer to attend the International Children’s Anophthalmia/Microphthalmia Network (ICAN) conference. The Lion’s Club presented us with a check at their last meeting to cover travel expenses and registration fees. We are so excited for the opportunity to reconnect with families we met at the last conference in Boston in 2011. We are also eager to have Faith re-evaluated by the genetics team as well as several other specialists. The conference will also provide new strategies and ideas for us to help Faith. We know that our time in Chicago for the conference will be so beneficial and encouraging for us.  A special thanks to Randy and Kay Ladd for helping us bring Faith’s story to the attention of their Lion’s Club. We are so blessed with the love and support they have for Faith and our family!

Here are a few pics from the meeting:

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Mike, Faith, and I with the Lion’s Club president

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Mike, Faith, and I with Randy and Kay Ladd

Keeping the faith,

Bridget


Great news for Team Super Baby Faith!

Run for Sight 2013 is just a little over 5 weeks away! You still have time to register! You can register for the race online at https://register.bazumedia.com/reg/form?eventID=2909 or contact me for a paper registration form. We have great team news! Doozle’s Frozen Custard is our new team sponsor and will be paying for the cost of team t-shirts. Team members-please contact me with your t-shirt sizes ASAP. If you are unable to participate but would like to make a donation to the Delta Gamma Center for Children with Visual Impairments, please go to http://www.crowdrise.com/TeamSuperBabyFaith/fundraiser/bridgetwildschuetz/join. Thanks so much for your support!

Keeping the faith,

Bridget


Meeting Merrywood

Faith recently started therapeutic horse back riding. Faith has a standing date with a pony named Merrywood every Thursday evening!   It has been such an incredible experience so far! The team of volunteers that is helping with Faith are all so great! They are really brainstorming and working hard to figure out what is going to work best to ensure the greatest success. Faith brings bananas, carrots, or apples each week for Merrywood. He definitely earns his treat!!

So, you want to know a bit more about therapeutic horse back riding? Here is a bit of info from the Jamestown New Horizons website. For more info, you can visit: http://www.jnh-goneriding.org

What is therapeutic riding?
Therapeutic riding has been around for Centuries – since the time of the Greeks and Romans. The organization of riding centers for people with disabilities started in Europe and Great Britain after World War II.  Victims of the war were helped greatly by riding horses – physically, mentally, and emotionally. Therapeutic riding was introduced in the United States in 1968. Every step that the horse takes challenges the rider’s balance and posture with infinite variation. Each movement is unique because the horse’s strides vary with the surface of the ground and the length of its stride. This infinite variation of movement simply cannot be duplicated with machines or other therapeutic equipment.

What are the benefits?
The horse rhythmically and naturally moves the rider’s body in a manner similar to the  human gait, improving posture, balance and  muscle tone. To a person who can’t walk, riding feels like walking. Joints are exercised, stiffness is decreased and coordination improves gradually as the rider progresses in skills.  The up and down, side to side, back and forth movement that comes from the horse’s back as it walks sends rotational movements through the rider’s pelvis and spine, exercising and strengthening the core muscles. The increased muscle strength and the mobilization of joints allow the rider to sit and stand more upright, resulting in improved posture and balance.

Here are a few photos that Mike took the first session. They aren’t too great because they were taken behind a glass window but you can at least see Faith on Merrywood.

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Faith has had a grin from ear to ear for the majority of the past two sessions! She seems to just love riding Merrywood! It is great to see her so happy doing something that has such great benefits! We are looking forward to many more meetings with Merrywood!

Keeping the faith,

Bridget


New Findings, New Questions, New Treatment

Faith’s muscle tone has been a concern of ours for quite some time now. It makes her uncomfortable and is affecting her ability to make progress in many areas. Faith has very low tone in her trunk and neck and tends to have increased tone in her extremities. She struggled even as an infant being restrained in a car seat probably due to many factors including reflux, sensory issues, etc. but it seems that the muscle tone also has always played a big part in her being uncomfortable.

We started her on a medication over a year ago called Baclofen. It has helped a lot with the extreme crying episodes but Faith continues to have issues with excessive movement and muscle tone. If you watch Faith in her kid kart, lying on the floor, or even while she is being held she moves constantly. She really has no control over this excessive movement and it seems very frustrating to her at times. The movement is making it harder and harder to get her into her AFOs (ankle and foot orthotics) and keep her in them. We have done several modifications to her AFOs but she still manages to move her heels out of them. Since Faith cannot stand on her own, the AFOs are crucial for Faith to be able to get into her stander and get weight-bearing activity. After many visits to the orthotist and many different attempts with her PT, we decided it was time to see her physiatrist (physical medicine doctor) again.

Going in we knew that Faith’s feet are basically in a constant state of plantar flexion (toes are pointing down) and that we might need to look into other treatment options. After the doctor examined her, she mentioned that Faith seemed even tighter than before. Since the Baclofen doesn’t seem to be helping with this the recommendation was to try Botox. Faith would get the Botox injections in her calves which would relax the muscles and allow us to get the AFOs on her feet properly. We could get a really good stretch and hopefully get her feet into a neutral position. The only real down side is that if it works, Faith would probably need injections every three months or so as the tightness will return. Only a positive note, side effects appear to be pretty uncommon and minimal.

We are feeling that we really need to do something at this point to get Faith into her AFOs. Without a proper fit, Faith will not be able to get into her stander and not get the weight-bearing activity that is so crucial for her bone density. If we wait it out, things will probably just get worse and make it even harder to address this issue.

The physiatrist also recommended that Faith see an orthopedic doctor as she will need x-rays of her spine and hips. Since the muscles affect bone growth and Faith is not standing or walking, Faith is at risk for problems so we will need to keep a close eye on things.

After our visit with the physiatrist, we had a neurology appointment coming up. Often times, concerns/issues overlap with these doctors so the tone, Botox, excessive movement, orthopedic concerns, etc. were automatically added to my list of things to discuss with Faith’s neurologist.

Faith’s neurologist agreed that we should move forward with the Botox and that Faith should be seen by an orthopedic doctor. Faith had an MRI about a month ago that was actually ordered by a different doctor in which we are still waiting for a call back from. The MRI results were on my list to discuss with the neurologist because I figured he already saw the report and films since it is in the hospital computer system. He mentioned it before I even got the chance.

So, the MRI revealed that Faith has spots or lesions on the white matter part of her brain. These are referred to on the report as white matter hyperintensities. So, of course this finding leads to many more questions!

According to the neurologist, these spots are commonly seen on the MRIs of people who have strokes, multiple sclerosis (MS), Alzheimer’s disease, or cerebral palsy (CP). Right now, Faith’s neurologist believes the cause is most likely cerebral palsy. However, the spots are not in the part of the brain that he normally would see them in children with CP. These spots are typically seen in the area of the brain that controls motor activity. This leaves this mama with even more questions!

If you watch Faith for even a short period of time, you will see the characteristics of CP. The issues with her muscle tone, the rigidity, and the uncontrolled excessive movement all point in that direction and it is not surprising to us that it would be causing the spots. In my mind, I have felt that CP would most likely officially or unofficially become a “sub” or “secondary” diagnosis at some point. I guess now more than ever we can say so. I don’t like to get caught up in the whole diagnosis or labeling thing but if it helps direct therapy or treatment then it will be beneficial. Faith already has a primary diagnosis (SOX2) which is manifesting in many ways that we continue to discover as we go. Even Faith’s neurologist said ” Faith has so much more going on than just CP.” Our cooperative goal is to treat what we can to help Faith be comfortable and give her the best chance at making progress. With that in mind, we are adding yet another medication. We are hoping that Clonazepam will help with Faith’s excessive movement. After barely being able to bend Faith’s body to get her into her car seat and hearing the bloody murder screaming the entire ride home from the appointment, it was a reminder about how bad things can get and made me feel that we are doing the right thing by giving the Clonazepam a try. We are on a trial right now to see how she does on it. I have not noticed any big changes yet but time will tell. One of the side effects is that it can be sedating so we are starting slow. So far it doesn’t seem to have that affect on Faith.

In terms of the MRI, as hard as it has been in the past to get my own copies of things for my records I was determined that I was not leaving the hospital until I had something in my hand or at least placed my order. This way I could have direct contact with a person and tell them exactly what I wanted. Thankfully, there was a nice guy working in radiology and helped me order the films and I even left with a copy of the MRI report in hand! No wasting time on the phone with screaming children in the background and no empathy from the person on the other end of the line!

I left with the report in my hand to read myself and soak up what it really says. Of course, after translating all the medical terms!

I just have to say that it is amazing to me at how subjective reading an MRI seems to be. We have gone through this before with previous MRIs but seriously it really seems that the interpretation varies so much depending on the doctor doing the report. There are many inconsistencies in terms of what is normal or small if you compare all of Faith’s MRIs. Ok, so is her pituitary small or not people??? What about the corpus callosum that appeared thin on the last MRI? Now, it’s normal-really? I guess to sum it all up there are some questions that may never be answered because the doctors just don’t know. The function of Faith’s brain will probably always be a mystery to a certain extent. I respect the doctors the most that just come out and say that they don’t have all the answers. I appreciate their efforts to help Faith and our family the best they can and meet us where we are on our journey of raising our super special little girl!

Keeping the faith,

Bridget

 


Ladue News Cover Photo Featuring Faith

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Faith is on the cover of this week’s Ladue News. For a better view of the photo and to read the article, click on the links below:

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Magical Music Mornings

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For quite awhile now, I have wanted to try music therapy with Faith. With all of her other therapies, doctor appointments, and just keeping up with life, we just couldn’t add one more thing.  Recently, Faith was offered a scholarship and our schedule allowed for us to give music therapy a try!

Faith just finished a 3-week mini session of music therapy where she participated in a 45 minute morning session one day a week before she headed to school for the afternoon. This was an incredible opportunity and experience for both of us! There is no real words that I can find to express what it is like to see your child respond in ways that you have never seen them respond before. The first session had me teary eyed as I observed Faith clearly make a choice between two songs. She raised her eyebrows and smiled very big to communicate that she wanted to hear “Wheels on the Bus” vs. “Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star.” In just three short sessions, I observed Faith do some amazing things.  I saw potential with music that I suspected but had never saw in action before. Again, I can’t really explain! You just had to be there! If you didn’t know Faith well, you may not have observed even the subtle reactions from her but in just the first session I saw the potential for music to be the foundation for Faith to start to communicate.

The other great benefit I observed was that Faith was really trying to open her hands and use her fingers while searching for the sound of the guitar and while strumming the guitar. This is an added bonus and aids us in working on our goal of getting Faith to explore her surroundings more with her hands.

We are working out scheduling conflicts right now, but we are going to find a way to continue music therapy! We  are working on getting all of Faith’s therapists, teachers, etc. on board and working together to make this a team effort. Faith is already working with switch toys at school that activate music and in general at home we use switch toys that activate various types of music, bells, silly sounds, etc. Faith is definitely demonstrating understanding of cause and effect and anticipation. We want to continue to expand on communication activities and encourage the use of music to enhance the learning process.

I truly believe that if Faith can continue to work on making choices and communicating in others ways through music that we have a great foundation to build on!

Check out this video of Faith during her last music therapy session:


My big girl bed!

We decided that it was time to convert Faith’s crib into a toddler bed. Faith is a big girl now, so why not?!  Her continuous kicking along with getting her legs stuck in the crib bars aided our decision. We are hoping to prevent anymore scratches and bruising. We are keeping a close eye on her to make sure she can’t scoot her way out of the bed. So far, so good!

Faith’s first night in her big girl bed!


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